Things ...

1. You are not ready at all to start over .. you are still holding on to the past that still hurt you. Why you wanted to pick up this relationship, I do not know. To give it a 2nd chance because I want to? Or you wanted yourself? Till the day you can fully share more of yourself to me... you will not be able to love me back.
   
2. I wanted this r/s... but you have no idea... my days felt like I have been through months... and I'm there staring in blanks.
   
3. I'm an impatient person... coz I felt that today I will die... so I must do what I wanted to do... I don't like to wait...
   
4. You are not the only one who feel lost... I feel so lost whe you broke off with me coz i'm slipping in and out of my own grievence. One moment I'm okay, the next I hate you to the core... althought I can admit these feelings have slowly died down as days goes by... I wish you can constantly ensure my uneasiness... that you are trying your best to work things out.
   
5. If i'm making you pressurize... I think I won't call you any more...if you want to speak to me... you will call me... if you thought of me.. you would have called me... just like I would... I guess from now... if I miss you and feel like talking to you.. I will talk to you in here.